Workkkkk!

Hahahaha, i just have no idea what the hell am i doing writing blog now, when i'm supposed to do my english and history, duhhhh!!!!! :s

Huhuhuhu help me, i'm so blank i just don't know what to write for those speeches!!!!!

Aren't I suppose to be opening ms word now? What is wrong with me? Why am i not worrying about it? Why am i so relaxed? Duhhhh I really really need help mentally and educationally (does that even make sense?) :(

Perfection

A confession to someone out there,

"Don't take it personally, but do realise and instropect yourself"

I do understand you have tons of friends
I also know that you have a pretty good body
You also get whatever you want
I know your face isn't ugly
You get along with people easily

But, are you perfect?
I guess not, even when people see you
They might think you got everything with you, friends, beauty.....
But they didn't say you're perfect, did they?

You might think you are, but you're not.
Nobody's perfect alright!

GET LOST!

Huuhuuhuuhuu (Meant to be crying)

Those little bitches of year 7 & 8 are so loud, wtf are they doing in here? I'm trying to do my work alright!!!!!

So Lazyyyyyy!

Currently I'm in the computer room, 1st period, free time, suppose to work on my art power point, but somehow I couldn't move my hand and click the microsoft power point.....what should I do????? And for the information the power point due TOMORROWWWWWW!!!!!!

"I have to be organize"

That's what I always said, but it never really happen, I really really need to get my brain and my hand to work together..... :s :s :s :s :s :s

LOVE?

Have you ever wondered what's the real definition of LOVE?
Is it the same as like? Or is it something more special?

Could anyone tell me what it is?

People said it's a feeling that makes your heart beat faster, the feeling that makes you feel happy and forget everything else, the feeling that makes you do everything for the people you care about, the feeling that makes you feel afraid to lose them, the feeling that makes you wanna keep them by your side all the time, the feeling that won't fade away fast, but is it really true?

My heart beat really fast so many times but then it fades away
Sometimes, i felt like i want them to stay by my side all the time, but i never did anything for them
I am afraid to lose them and that doesn't makes me happy

It's weird that people could just easily say "i LOVE you"

But then a month after they'll say "i LOVE someone else"

Or when they broke up they'll say "my heart is torn into pieces" just like it's the end of their life

Is this LOVE or is it just a replica of it?


There's this story of a teenage BOY and GIRL, they were together and thought they were in love with each other. They went well for the start and the word LOVE wasn't rarely mentioned by the 2 of them. Few months passed and the relation stopped. The GIRL was hurt, the BOY was too, even though he was the cause for all of this.

The GIRL almost gave up everything for the BOY, because he said he LOVED her.
But then the BOY also showed 'interest' to the GIRL's friend. It's over for them.

Less than a month after they both had a new life on their own. Having their own partners and keep continuing the cycle of the word LOVE that's easily mentioned

Isn't it too early too say LOVE when you've just spent a few hours, days or months with them?

Do we teenagers really understand the word?
Why does it seem like they know what it really means?

I personally don't.

Isn't it too early to tell you're in love with them at this age?

I just need an explanation.....

8 things you should realise about you girl!

1. YOU are NOT the PRETTIEST!!!!!!
2. Also NOT the SMARTEST!!!!!!
3. Or the BEST!!!!!
4. You DON"T PLAY WITH GUY'S HEART whenever you want! Or however you want!!!!!
5. You're not always RIGHT!
6. Watch the way you TALK! Cause the way you deliver whatever you're saying is BITCHY just like YOU!
7. DON'T TALK BEHIND PEOPLE'S back!
8. Realise that what you said about people ALSO GOES TO YOURSELF!

For someone out there, if you read it, I hope you know I'm talking about you! And don't even think to hate me for this, because I'm just saying the truth about you. Maybe not everybody feel the same way about you, but they haven't seen the real you yet! Bitch!

Confused.....

Last night(which is yesterday) I went to the Vista Education Fair, it was fun actually, but now I'm really confused.....I have one more year to go to graduate high school, and I have to be consistent about the subject that i'm going to choose in uni. There're few options:

-Finance, investment, banking and stock marketing in Kaplan university, Singapore
-Culinary arts in Le Cordon Bleu,Australia
-Hotel/Restaurant management in Les Roches, China & Australia

Out of those 3 I really wanted to go to LCB, but 1stly it's not cheap. 2ndly my age is too young, I need a guardian, 3rdly my parents told me to take finance in Kaplan. Finance is good for the future but I really really really really wanted to go to LCB if not Les Roches is good too.

I was thinking to take Diploma in Kaplan after I finish grade 11, which is december 2010 (THIS YEAR!!!!!)and maybe after I finish and maybe get a good job, then continue to LCB or Les Roches, it sounded like a good idea, but I'm gonna miss Bali sooooo much, my family, my friends, my house, everything!!!!!

1 year to think might seem like a long time, but just imagine when time fly so fast and all of a sudden it's December :s duhhhhh..... I really neeed to think about it!


Anywayyyyyy I still remember last night when Neta told me about the 'guy' <3>.< Hmmmmm I feel like seeing that 'guy' again!!!!!

Oh ya the mbak (girl) that I talk to for LCB, is actually, (I think)the girlfriend of the 'guy' they match so well, i feel jealous now :'( huhuhuhuhu.




There was a scene after the education fair,


Neta and I were in the toilet of the Sanur Paradise Hotel (*the setting)

One of the toilet door was closed.....

Neta & I: "Cuit cuit ternyata pacaran toh....."

Neta enters one of the toilet door, I stayed in front of the mirror, and suddenly,.....




the girl from the LCB (which is the girlfriend of the guy) came out and talked to me,

Girl: "Jadi ambil di Le Roches ya? Blablablablabla.....and so on......"

While at the same time as she spoke, I was acting up weirdly and wondering,

"Did she heard us????? Oh My God, so embarassing....."

Then I told neta what happenned and she said she knew that the girl was there, so she purposely said "cuit cuit....." thing, duhhhhhh

Then, when we went outside, my mom was talking to them the girl and the 'guy', I couldn't look up.....it was pretty embarassing for me...... :s